My Apologies...

My apologies, diary for not writing lately! I've been busy, busy, busy keeping up with Dollywood life. We all know how that is...

I'll apologize in advance for rambling...


Anyways, I wanted to write about a few quick things. First of all, I wanted to say how much I miss my boss, Baya (EliteNews). I haven't talked to her in the longest time but I've seen her around at parties and such.
I also wanted to move onto a bigger topic about what our world is really about. I've layed quite low in Dollywood for quite some time now. Just silently observing, watching, and (I'll admit) even sometimes trying to mimic what it really is like to be an "Elite" here in the world of fame, fashion, and in most cases, the most important of all, friends.

I've been to parties, dressed up, and sometimes made a fool of myself for absolutely no reason. I've made a few friends along the way who I am blessed to have. But you see, it was all just a test. Who is real in Dollywood, the land of Stardollians, and who is... how to phrase it? Fake? Phony? Plastic? In a way we're all plastic here...


One person who I am extremely grateful for is my friend, Linda (Elite-girl). Out of all of the people I've met so far, she seems to be the most... real. Diary, I'll admit. I'm not an Elite. I'm not an expert on high fashion nor do I collect DKNY, LE, or Hotbuys and show them in my suite to shove in everyone else's faces that I have more money than them. But Linda seems like one of the people who really seems more interested in just being nice than looking through the contents of your closet. That's what I really appreciate.



Then there's also the heartbreak that comes with Dollywood. (and I once again, apologize for rambling). If you read my diary earlier you'd know I had a brief love affair with a boy named Noah (StardollsGossipGuy). He left the Dollywood scene a while ago without a trace and hadn't picked up my calls or responded to my constant e-mails. I figured that it was time to move on anyways. Besides, if you stay with the same guy for too long in Dollywood the press gets bored... ask J-Lo ;)

I had a spring fling with one of my male friends from way back and things just didn't work out. It was keeping me too busy to even blog or talk to my other friends. It was just quite an unhealthy relationship and I shouldn't have kept it on for as long as I had. I loved him in every way and he just used me. I cried virtual tears for hours on end. It wasn't a good experience. For a while my days in Dollywood were dark. I barely left my suite. I just locked myself in my penthouse and cried like a virtual princess. And since then I was saved by a virtual prince that had been there all along.


It's amazing how you can be completely blind to something thats been there all along. But when one door closes, another opens. And I'm extremely thankful for that.




I guess my point of this entry is to write (in an EXTREMELY long way, sorry. Once again.) even in the pressure of being an Elite or a famous Dollywood hero, don't befriend the people who will leave you stranded in order to get their hands on a new limited edition item from the StarPlaza.


In the words of an anonymous on my formspring, "Don't go for the most beautiful person in the world, go for the one who make your world the most beautiful."


Love,
Olivia xoxo

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For those of you who actually read that entire thing through, I thank you. I know it was really long but I felt I owed it for not writing in so long.
The reason why I had been so behind in writing was because I just recently came back from the hospital after a major surgery on my back. I'd be happy to talk to anyone about it outside of here but I doubt anyone wants me to keep rambling xD



Thank you all for your support. And thank both of the two beautiful people I mentioned in this post. I really do appreciate how raw and real you both are. <3

Confessions at a New Year Party!

I had THE most amazing new years! Its amazing to see how everyone has changed after taking a short break from the busy Stardoll life. After talking to a few friends at the party I've been thinking more about writing. I dont know for what yet but stay tuned.

And on another note, I confessed myself to be a little different from what I've been saying this past year. I thought, another year, another well... another identity right? If you want to know more about that go here:

http://sdnikkisuglytruthsd.blogspot.com/

Dear Diary,

Dear Diary,

My life has been so hectic lately! I'm sorry for my short break. Between visiting the sets of movies, Stardoll Fashion week, and school work I haven't had any time to write. Anywho, theres a lot that I need to talk about! The first thing I thought I should write about is my breakup with Noah. We were together over the summer and realized that we loved each other but nothing more than friends. But that doesn't stop the budding romance in Dollywood... I'm kind of lonely.

Ahh, whatever. I'm too busy for a relationship right now anyways. I'll fill you in later! Ciao for now!

-Olivia (wait... *wink*)

Returning Soon...

Bigger, Better, and more Exciting Adventures. (:

Get ready!

I Finally Got my Interview Back andd...

I GOT AN A!
Phew, it was taking her so long I thought that maybe I didn't do that great! What a relief! Anyways, heres the interview with Super.Critic that I promised....

Nikki: What gave you the idea to create SUPER.CRITIC?

Lois-Lee: I was browsing a suite and noticed that this person could do a lot better, i.e I could give them some advice to help them have more of a chance of winning Miss Stardoll World. It then sprung upon the idea of having an account that did that.

Nikki: Wow! Thats a great idea! And do you think that your account is a success?

Lois-Lee: Personally, I think I am being a bit harsh. That wasn't my intentions, I wanted to give feedback not cause a riot. I think, so far, I have had a lot of negative comments which brings me to believe, it's not been going well.

Nikki: If I am correct, you have received a lot of negative feedback because you are not a critic on your real account...why on anonomous?

Lois-Lee: I am anonymous for a reason. That reason is so it is easier, I find that if I used my main account and said all this I would not only damage my reputation, but loose friends. Be shocked all you want, I do actually have friends!

Nikki: I believe you! Despite what I hear you are actually a very nice person to talk to! What is something you look for the most in a medoll?

Lois-Lee: Thank you. I look mostly for their suite and outfit. I don't like to criticise their medoll especially if it is based on real life, that could damage you outside of the Stardoll world extremely badly and I wouldn't like to cause that.

Nikki: Yes, I agree. Why do you think people originally got angry or frustrated when you came to their suite?

Lois-Lee: I was too harsh or they couldn't cope. Either one. I have taken into account that I was too harsh at the start and hopefully will have changed my ways on criticising in such manner.


Nikki: Well I'm glad you take feedback so gracefully! Its been great interviewing you! Last but not least, who is your fashion icon in dollywood?

Lois Lee: I don't have one icon, there are different styles maybe, but I don't have just one.

Nikki: I agree! Its good to have your own styles!

Lois-Lee: Yes!

Nikki: Well its been great talking to you! Thanks for being so generous as to have an interview with me! (:

Lois-Lee: Thank you.

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What would YOU grade this interview, reader?

The Outcome of the Scandal and FAU News

Yesterday, Noah and I made a public apology about the picture which was released to the press a few days after it happened. We had no intention of it getting out and we were trying to keep it personal. We apologized to everyone who was offended and (sparing any details) I shared how it all happened and how someone had hacked my computer and released the picture to the media. I think that it would be best if we both moved on from the incident.

On a much brighter note!

My days in FAU have been great. My favorite teacher, Miss Christine (Gweneee) has started teaching me different ways of interesting writing! I have been studying how to have a successful interview! (I'll post the details later!)
Anyways, our assignment was to try to get in contact with someone famous and interview them with a few brief questions. Since I really didn't know anyone else of interest I decided to get in contact with Super.Critic (Stardolls most known JUDGE!)
In a little while I will put up pictures and I will share the interview with you.

Good bye for now Dear Diary! <3
Love, Nikki



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Yes readers, its true! I actually am in the process of interviewing super critic! I just need for her to answer something for me quick and I will post the interview up here!

And I AM sorry about my previous post if it offended anyone... However I dont regret it at all.

My Life is OVER.

It's been released to the media... and on the cover of every magazine.
My life is over.